updates

So alot is going on with us. Alot of good and alot of not so good.

Alyssa~ So my little girl is loving gir scouts. We are nearing the end of our cookie sales and I am soooo happy its almost over lol. Its been alot of work...worth it but ALOT of work!!! I think she will be thrilled with her prizes at then end even though I decided that we were not going to go for the disneyland trip. I think we could have made it...we are close BUT its just not something I really wanted to do. Lots of reasons. But anyways, we have been having fun with that! There are also alot of fun things coming up that I am really excited to do with her.
Alyssa is doing fabulous in school!! She is way too smart for her own good. I love to watch her learn and see the way her little mind works. I cant wait to get her report card next week!! Her class now has spelling tests every week and she always gets 100%. I love that! She is also really into reading and is now past her kinder words and weill into her first grade words. It amazes me how much she can read and how fast she is learning. Shes my smarty pants!

Ryan~Lil Ryan is doing well! He is starting baseball again soon. We are signing him up next weekend. He is excited. I am too but trying to figure out how we will fit everything in. Its going to be really hard for me without JR!! But I gotta do what I gotta do. He is also doing soooo much better in school and I am proud of him for bringing his grades up! I was a little worried there for awhile. I love how his school has everything set up so we can pretty much see daily what he has done and turned in or what hes missing and a current letter grade. Its nice not to be completely in the dark. I think middle school is harder for me tahn him.
Hes having some issues right now with his allergies....tis the season!!! We see the Asthma DR wednesday so I hope maybe he can help him some. As it is he is still awake with a really stuffy nose and bloodshot eyes. I think he needs to see a ENT speacialist for his nose, maybe???

Chloe~ My baby :( Chloe has so much going on right now. I cant even think about it without crying.  Nothing too terrible but even Ryans stuffy nose bothers me...because I know it makes him miserable! My baby girl has had issues since she was itty bitty with her tummy. The more I remember back to when she was a baby, the more I remember. We finally got a DR to listen to us and we were sent to a GI who now wants to do a bunch of tests on her.He thinks she has eosinophilic esophagitsis (EE)   Tomorrow I will turn in her poo test and she will have a blood test. This coming Friday she will have a barium swallow and it 2 weeks she will have a endoscopy. MY HEART IS BREAKING!!! I keep going back and forth thinking, "does she reaaly need this?" I mean this is what I wanted! This is what I fought for thes past 2 yrs telling the DRs that something is wrong! Now I keep doubting myself. Could I be wrong?? I am scared out of my mind for the endoscopy...there are no other words. Having her get her blood taken again tomorrow is bad enough. Thank GOD for JR. I could not do this without him. Sometimes tho, I wonder if he thinks all of this is my fault. Like she doesnt really need all this and it just me being paranoid. I hope not. So anyways, thats whats going on with her. I am praying that these tests tell us something and praying that its nothing all at the same time. I hate this. HATE IT!!!!