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Chloe had her test friday and it didnt go well. She wouldnt drink the barium. I knew that would happen but the technicians were stupid and had nothing to offer. So there is one test we didnt get done. Her scope is on the 18th, I dont know if I am going to take her, Its a completly different test and there is no way she can get out of it. I just dont know if I want to do this test. My gut is telling me NO. I just dont feel comfortable with it. The thought of it makes my stomach turn. I made a call to her DR but he wont be back until the 17th!!! The lady left the message for any available GI. Hopefully someone calls me back on Monday, There is NO way in hell I am doing this test without talking to a DR first...not sure that will even help me feel better! Ugh I feel sick. Why is this so hard for me?????