CHLOE ♥ again :)

The last few days have not been so great for my baby Shes had a rough couple of nights with the night before last being the worst. She woke up crying in pain. Her cry was soooo sad it made me cry. She was gagging and coughing and I was sure she would throw up. Luckily she didnt. It was a bad night. I felt so sad for her. Yesterday we went to lunch and I ordered her some ch milk. I didnt think she would have a problem. She hasnt had any throwing up spells in awhile except a couple minor ones and really 99 % of her vomitting is done at night. So she is drinking her milk and all of the sudden, she pukes LIKE ALOT. I am trying to clean her up and she pukes again....more this time. No coughing, no gagging, no clue it was about to happen. UGH not only am I embarrassed, I know what this means. After a few bad nights and her vomitting, I now know that I cant say she is doing good now so maybe we can wait on the scope. I know now for sure that we need to do the scope. We have to find out what is going on. This isnt normal. It breaks my heart to put her through that and I am soooo scared that something will go wrong but I have to have faith and believe GOD will watch over her.  As scared as I am, I know I am not helping her by being frozen in fear. I have to be strong and just get it done. I just love her soooooo much. She is my heart. :(